December 2009
i cant believe i found this..
crystleblueskye:
heeeyannnbaaabe:
dangdarleane:
sarahespinosa:
dearjeizlrose:
Omg this seriously is sad… Month One. Hi Mommy! I am only 3/4 of an inch long, But I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat Is my favorite lullaby. Month Two. Mommy, Today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see...
Christmas,
I just want you to be happy so you can be happy and forget about every little shitty thing that ever happened :)
I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it’s going to be okay. When you’re hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there’s those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can’t be described, but you just.. you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world...
It's not worth trying to catching up with someone...
I need to just accept the fact that some people aren’t going to hit you back up. It just sucks because sometimes I feel like a bother when really I just want to catch up on things with people. See how they’re doing and what’s new. It just hurts knowing that you aren’t worth someone’s time anymore.
Love is a sensation caused by a temptation to feel penetration a guy sticks his location in a girl’s destination to increase the population for the next generation did you get my explanation or do you need a demonstration?
I hate crying in PUBLIC.
Not ‘cause I think its going to make me look ‘weak’ or anything. I just HATE everyone asking, “Are you okay?!” or “What happened?!” Obviously I’m not okay if I’m crying, and if it hurt me, why would I want to talk about it right then and there?
2010 is almost here. I’m too ready to say goodbye to 09 to have a new chapter in LIFE! :)
I want a boy,
who will tell me when I’m being stupid. Who won’t baby me with his words. A boy who will still give time to his friends. A boy who will tell me ‘No’. He will watch stupid movies with me, but makes me watch his favorites also. A boy who’s willing to drop everything to be with me, but knows when to let it be. A boy who will know he’s important to me, but won’t mind when I change my plans to help...
I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it — I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all...
Doesnt it just feel like a waste of time, like you just wanna let go. but when you try & try & try. you know at a point. YOU JUST CANT. theres just something about him that still keeps you from liking him still, still wanting to go for him. but the thing is, you feel like your wasting your time. All i gotttuh do it just go with the flow. make the little pieces in life fall together. Never...
I miss summer!
When we didn’t have to worry about school. When we didn’t have to deal with stupid drama. When we could wake up late, and hang out with friends, just have fun. When we could stay up all night talking and sharing memories with others, instead of staying up all night stressing about homework, or some test coming up. I really do miss summer D:
I always get those wierd moments when I’m kind of sad because of something that happened, but at the same time I’m still happy? Or when I get those sudden outburst and hyper random break downs, or even when I start freaking out and jumping up and down because of something good that happens. I have a wierd way of expressing my emotions.
Everytime I think back to us, I miss every single moment of it. After all the crap that happened between us, I just don’t know if its worth it anymore. I miss us, not you. I love you, not the person you became. But now I guess the only thing I have of you are the memories.
You’re afraid to do things or try something new, but in the end, if you don’t take those chances, you’re going to shut out the best things in life.
Sometimes I wish I could erase the memories … And start off fresh without reminiscing.
It’s not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen in the future. It’s about the ride, for Christ’s sake. There is no point in going through all this crap, if your are not going to enjoy the ride. And you know what… when you least expect it, something great might come along. Something better then you even planned for.
Today, I won’t be missing you anymore. I won’t be waiting for your call. I won’t count on that old smile. I won’t be lost. We were meant to part this way, I know that now and I realized I shouldn’t hold on any longer. We’re perfect the way we are now. And if we ever find one day we need each other, just for that day, we could sit down and talk about it. If you want to. But I’ll always be around.