January 2010
I’m tired of being sad. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of feeling empty inside. I’m tired of feeling worthless. I’m tired of feeling stuck. I’m tired of feeling crazy. I’m tired of being alone. I’m tired of yelling. I’m tired of pretending. I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I’m tired of missing things. I’m tired of missing people. I’m tired of remembering. I’m tired of wishing I...
I feel so unsure about things. I wish i kept finding my sanity, like i was this whole week. It’s like going back to the same things after the hell i went through. Going back to the same things after making such good progress. I’m just getting into this to get hurt, frustrated, & upset. But I just want to be happy.
GOODNIGHT GUYS!
The four emotions that are like your everyday people.
Happiness. It keeps you in a good mood for a certain while- then it leaves you. You are constantly in need for it, but when you look for it, it’s never there. Not exactly “long-term” promising, but you accept it anyways because it’s better than nothing.
Love. One of the things that you appreciate the most in life. It makes sincere promises...
FACT: If i wake up like 2 minutes before my...
I need all the sleep i can get. So even if i means just sleeping for two more minutes -_-
I want this type of love.
The type where we could totally fuck around, scream, shout, push, shove and after about 5 minutes end up cuddling. The type where I could call you at 3 in the morning and you answer because you were debating to call me too. The type of love where you call me when I’m playing video games, or doing something, and I completely stop just to talk to you, and you do the same. The type of love where...
I like being in relationships, but I honestly...
DAMN. haha i failed all this, honestly.
A first-grade teacher was having trouble with one of her students the
teacher asked,"Boy. what is your problem?"
Boy. answered, "I'm too smart for the first grade.My sister is in the
third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the
third-grade too!"
The Teacher had enough. She took Boy. to the principal's office. While
the boy waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the
principal what the situation was. The principal told the teacher he
would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his
questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave.She agreed.
Boy. was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he
agreed to take the test.
Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
Boy.: "9".
Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"
Boy.: "36".
And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade
should know. The principal looks at the teacher and tells her, "I think
Boy can go to the third-grade." the teacher says to the principal, "I
have some of my own questions.
Can I ask him ?" The principal and Boy. both agree.
the teacher asks, "What does a cow have four of that I have only two
of?
Boy., after a moment "Legs."
Teacher : "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"
Boy.: "Pockets."
Teacher : What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval,
delicious and contains thin whitish liquid?
Boy.: Coconut
Teacher: What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft And sticky? The
principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer,
Boy. was taking charge.
Boy.: Bubblegum
Teacher: What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a
dog does on three legs? The principal's eyes open really wide and before
he could stop the answer...
Boy.: Shake hands
Teacher: Now I will ask some "Who am I" sort of questions, okay?
Boy.: Yep.
Teacher: You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I
get wet before you do.
Boy.: Tent
Teacher: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The
best man always has me first.The Principal was looking restless, a bit
tense.
Boy.: Wedding Ring
Teacher: I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow
me, you feel good.
Boy.: Nose
Teacher: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.
Boy.: Arrow
Teacher: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means lot of
heat and excitement?
Boy.: Firetruck
Teacher: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' & if you dont get
it u have to use ur hand.
Boy.: Fork
Teacher: What is it that all men have one of it's longer on some men
than on others, the pope doesn't use his and a man gives it to his wife
after they're married?
Boy.: SURNAME
Teacher: What part of the man has no bone but has muscles, has lots of
veins, like pumping, & is responsible for making love ?
Boy.: HEART.
The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher,
"Send this Boy to College, I got the last ten questions wrong myself!"
i wish i could go back in time. to the gooood and happy days & just stop time right then and there. when everything was great. when nothing was questionable. when nothings was doubtful. when i would always go to sleep with a smile on my face. when things were solved so quickly. when the future looked so great. when just talking about what our possibilities were, were so grand and countless....
It's the start of something new.
You know its pretty hard opening your heart up again. especially when its been hurt… but let me say this. once you do, and you find yourself smiling.. its pretty much the best feeling ever. but this time ima watch out, got my eyes open and ready for what could possibly come. life has endless possibilities, so you gotta be ready. I mean at first i was iffy about taking this step again and opening...